Thursday, August 30, 2012

Why I Stay At Home



Not many people out there choose to either work from home or stay at home managing the household. Before I was married, I earned a degree in two majors and a minor, and then worked a full-time job and several part-time jobs at the same time. It was hard, but I managed. When I got married and lost my last job as a nanny (their mother chose to stay at home), I decided to stay home, too. It didn't really work. I felt a lot of pressure to find a job. Translating was very slow, and I didn't have much of a garden at that time. I got a part-time job that fall. And for various reasons that made me unhappy and exhausted, I quit. I spent a long time after that at home, and again I felt pressure to find a job to help pay the bills. I'm not sure why. Maybe I felt guilty. I took another part-time, and again it didn't work out.

Today I had a 'long think' about this. I had planned that someday when we had kids that I would stay home and translate on the side. I have an important place in the home. It really is a full-time job to clean, cook, keep the garden, take care of the landlords, as well as helping out at my friend's farm in exchange for food, translating, selling yarn and some veggies, and supporting my husband. What I do makes a difference. I also save money by growing food, trading for food, not commuting, and translating when I can get the work. I am able to be there for Jon when he needs extra help. Why should I give in to the pressure of working 9-5?

I will continue to stay at home. There are so many jobs out there that I could take and not be happy. I could give up baking and buy packaged food again. I could retire my car and start monthly payments on a new one. Or I could appreciate what I have and the difference that I make in our lives by doing what I do best and being happy.

Be happy.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Homemade ketchup, jam without pectin, and possible jobs for both of us

In all of my spare time, I made ketchup.  I also neglected to take pictures, because my camera is still out of batteries and my webcam is hard to hold over the stove, especially when things are boiling.  But I did it, I swear!  I used this recipe, from my favorite canning site.

When they said to use 25 lbs of tomatoes, I had no idea how much that meant.  I knew that the enormous pile of tomatoes on the floor were ALL ripe, and there were more to be picked outside.  I was also making bread, muffins, coffee cake, washing other veggies, etc., and had some pink fleshed crab apples to use.  My time and resources were limited, so I decided that whatever amount I had next to me was close enough.

Here are the steps that I took to make ketchup, all based on the recipe at the link above, and their canning instructions.  Canning safely is very important!

1.  Put a medium sized pot of water on to boil, have a bowl of cold water (with ice if you have the luxury of a freezer) ready.
2.  Throw some tomatoes in the boiling water -carefully- and wait about 30 seconds to a minute, or I just wait until one of the skins cracks.
3.  Take tomatoes out and put in cold water.
4.  Repeat.  By the way, boiling tomatoes smell really funky.
5.  Peel the skin off.  It should come off very easily.  Should.  Cut out stem part on top with the tough part, and any bad spots.  Squeeze out the seeds, trying not to get them all over yourself and the kitchen you may have just cleaned.
6.  If you are still sane by the time you are done, put 3 cups of vinegar on to simmer.  You will smell like pickles.
7.  Put the tomatoes in a thick-bottomed pot.  Add a medium sized chopped onion, a minced clove of garlic, 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper, 1 teaspoon salt, 1 teaspoon black pepper, 1 cup sugar or ratio of other sweetener, and 1/2 teaspoon dried mustard.  Put on to simmer for 20-30 minutes, until they look squishy.  This was actually all the salt that the recipe needed for my taste!
8.  Measure vinegar again, it probably reduced at least a cup down, add more vinegar until you get back to 3 cups.
9.  Put tomatoes through a food mill or like appliance, to get all the seeds out, onions, and other chewy bits.
10.  After washing out the pot, add the tomatoes back in with the vinegar.
11.  Stirring as often as you can remember, simmer until it cooks down to where you want it, or a little sooner.  It will set thicker as it cools.  This took me about the time it took to make dinner (half a chicken, roasted, with veggies), prep. and all.  You could do this in a crock pot if you have one big enough, or probably the oven.  Try not to burn it.
12.  Remember to get your canner going with enough time to have the water boiling before the ketchup is ready.  Ladle the ketchup into sanitized jars, and follow water bath instructions as apply to you.  I had pint jars in a plain water bath, for 30 minutes.
13.  When done, cool on a rack and let set until completely cool.  To be safe, I set it for 24 hours.  Label jars, especially with the date.

I ended up with 2 pints of ketchup, and a little left over that I stuck in the fridge.  I know that's not much.  But, it is SO good!!!!  Absolutely worth it.  It reminds me of the ketchup we would get in Russia.  Better than anything in the store.  You should try it.  Really.  And I'm not just saying it because I want you to sweat in the kitchen for an entire afternoon and end up smelling of boiled tomato skins and vinegar.  I'm just saying that if you have more tomatoes than you know what to do with, ketchup is a good idea.

On another note, I have been experimenting with box-pectin free jam making.  2 pints of blueberry and 2 pints of black-and-blueberry jam were successful without boxed pectin.  I really want to branch out into other types of jams, but I was always told that I must always follow a recipe, or there would be dire results.  There are so few recipes out there for the ideas that I have.  I think that I will need to go through my old Shaker recipe books, and do some experimenting.  There has to be a way to make it work without killing anyone.  If there is enough sugar and enough acid, it should work.  My goals for this week are blackberry-peach and plain peach jams.  Maybe I'll find some batteries and post my results!

As you may have guessed, I have tomatoes.  So many tomatoes.  I dream that they are chasing me.  I also have kale, carrots, beets, one or two bean that might grow bigger, summer squash, heirloom cucumbers, cherry tomatoes, kohlrabi, cabbage, potatoes, yellow onions, herbs, scallions, turnips, rutabaga, and I harvested my entire sugar pumpkin and spaghetti squash crop at once- most rotten where they grew or were full of squash bugs.  The vines are all dying.  Still, other veggies are doing very well and we have way too many.  I have started selling a few at my friend's farm, earning enough money for gas to keep my car going.

And...I may have a job baking crackers at a local bakery!  I have a phone interview tomorrow, and will write more if it works out =)  There's more!  Jon will be starting teaching woodworking to kids once a week!  Things always look up if you have hope.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Canning tomatoes

I didn't wake up this morning and think, 'Wow, today's a great day to spend in the kitchen hovering over boiling pots of things and getting covered in tomato juice!'  But that's what happened.  And some lamb broth making (now also covered in lamb tallow...), more garden harvesting, cleaning, bread baking, veg. dehydrating, moving heavy objects, and taking my landlady out for errands.  This was also one of those days where I found myself in public with various food splotches on my clothes and dirt all over my unshaven legs.

But even though I am coated in a layer of sweat now, too, I feel like I am actually making some progress in my summer goals.

(summer squash, straight eight cucumber, lemon cucumbers, less ripe tomatoes --> ripe and ready to be sauced tomatoes)
All of those ripe tomatoes only made 3 pints of plain sauce.
(cherry tomatoes next to house model and wood glue)

All of that is just from today, besides two green bell peppers.

Two cans of tomato sauce with veggies that I made a few days ago, but canned today.  They will be used up first.  That is also my French press <3

Purple pole beans.  Would not do these again- they have strings!  At least Jon eats them.

Dehydrating some cherry tomatoes and hot Portugal peppers.

Whole wheat bread ready to go in the oven.

Canner on left, lamb bones stewing on right.

Whew.  I am exhausted and I smell like lamb tallow (which I am saving, by the way, to use to fry something like potatoes in...somehow I think a lamb scented candle wouldn't meet Jon's approval).  But there is good food cooking/canning/growing.

My pantry is growing.

I haven't made yogurt, cheese, or butter for a few weeks while my parents are getting the cell count down, but now that it is on track again, I have dreams of mozzarella cheese and maple yogurt.  I've been getting fish and cookies at market for the vendor price, and have been trading my time and labor for eggs, lamb, and chicken.  Our grocery budget is extremely small, and I have been meeting it.  I really do miss ice cream, though.  We are getting a freezer from a family friend next month, and I am already thinking of all the ice cream that I am going to make!  

Summer has been extremely busy with translating, visiting friends and family, and working in the garden.  We mostly survive on my pizza, stews, sausage with veggies, pasta, berries from the woods, raw and cooked veggies, and bread.  Its working.  I am pushing through all of this canning and dehydrating now, to enjoy my own veggies in the winter.  The garden seems to be pushing me to my limits, though, and I wish that we already had kids that I could give chores to!  The orange pumpkins out there are calling me to make pies...

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Busy Summer

I can't remember the last time that I sat down to write here.  I have spent entire days out in the garden, catching up on what seemed to be an endless number of new weeds, things that needed harvesting, and managing pests.  Tomato horn worms are devastating my tomatoes.
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(wikipedia image)
Despite those massive worms, most everything else is going very well, and coming very early.  The lettuce has bolted and the peas are done, the salad turnips and radishes are all gone, but I am picking beets, carrots, beans, cherry tomatoes, kohlrabi, spinach, Swiss chard, hot peppers, bell peppers, cucumbers, summer squash, onions, scallions, herbs and turnips.  Only three parsnips survived, and the eggplant is so chewed up by aphids, it probably won't produce (powdered mustard mixed in warm water sprayed on leaves helps, but only if you keep up with it!).  Rutabaga, cabbage, potatoes, tomatoes, spaghetti squash, butternut squash, pumpkins, leeks, and sunflowers might be ready as early as the end of next month!  I have no idea about the sugar beets or melons, they are so small still, but if we have a long season it might work!  I haven't checked the garden at my parents' in a few weeks...so those purple beans might be ready soon.  At least the dried beans that I planted there will be fine.  The good things about those is that you just leave them to dry on the vine, then pick the whole plant!  Super easy.

I have been running the dehydrator constantly, and it is still not enough.  We have more than we know what to do with.  Some things are very easy to store or leave in the ground until we want them, but others, like turnips, just keep growing, and we are sick of them.  I never want to see another turnip again.  If anyone out there wants turnips, please let me know!  Or anything else, for that matter...

Today, I am making oat bread, boiling some lamb bones for broth, dehydrating cilantro, and washing clothes in the tub, Russian style.  I am going to the market later to sell yarn, demonstrate spinning, and help Kelly Corner Farm sell their goods.  I LOVE the market.  There are so many good things to eat!  I sometimes get things at a discount, too, because I help as a vendor.  Every week I come home with massive cookies, fresh fish, and maybe some blueberry milk or day old muffins.  Some vendors are willing to trade goods, too.  I feel very fortunate to have access to all of these wonderful and nutritious foods!  I strongly recommend going to your local market, make friends, get to know people.  Sometimes they might have a deal or opportunity to get something at a discount or in bulk, too.  Buying local when you can is so good for the local economy, reducing the need for transporting food over long distances and picking it before it is ripe or letting it sit, the nutrients fading away the longer it takes to get to your table.  I think that conventional produce, grown with care and sustainable practices, is much better than organic produce from the big store shipped from the other side of the country.  I could go on about that topic for a while...

July is almost over, and I am so far behind.  I have jams to make, weeds to pull, veggies to blanch and dehydrate, cheese to make.  My cupboards look so bare right now.  I am thinking of the winter and what we will eat then.  But for now, I need to go put that bread in the oven and mix up some blueberry and blackberry gingerbread, and hang up some clothes to dry, before heading out for market.  It is such a beautiful day!

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Excerpt from 2009 essay, written by me

She was taught how to be a farmer's wife as soon as she could breathe. Little fingers clasped a butter knife, imitating the swift repeat of older hands. She gained a roughness and scraped her bare legs in the maple tree out front by the falling porch. Shelled peas on the stone steps. Fell asleep between the pumpkins dreaming of butter and oat bread.
-MB

Friday, July 6, 2012

Butter and Vegetables

After a few early morning errands, I started the day with some butter-making.
Mmmm...buttermilk!

Then I started the yogurt maker.
Rose infused honey yogurt.

AND I finally got out to the garden to take some pictures.
Lettuce
Beets
Carrots
Kale
Peas
Bell Peppers
Beans
Tomatoes
Hot Peppers
Salad Turnips
Cinnamon Basil
Freckles Lettuce
Cilantro
Dill
Mizuna Cabbage
Radish

These are only the impressive ones.  There is so much more work to do!  My car has been broken for a month, so I have had lots of garden time.  Come visit me!!!

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Keeping up with chores.

It is hot.  I do not like heat/humidity.  This kind of weather makes me useless and keeps me awake all night.  So how can I get anything done when I just want to lie in front of a fan drinking water?

It is not easy.

Jon is out there, working on a wall job.  I have no idea how he can do physical labor right now!  That does give me some motivation to get up and get a few things done, though.

So far, I have swept the kitchen and bathroom, washed yesterday's dishes, made rhubarb yogurt muffins (pear butter instead of oil), I started some chicken broth, and some whole wheat yogurt flax/sunflower seed maple bread (I changed the recipe a bit) is rising.  My motivation has ended for the moment...but after the worst of the heat is done, I plan to make a chicken soup with the broth, mop the floors, scrub the tub and sink, clean the bunny cage, sort through peat pods and get rid of empty ones, brush the bunny, and then vacuum everything.  That is a very ambitious list, considering I haven't moved in half an hour and I am trying to give the appearance of not being home right now.

The garden is doing surprisingly well right now.  Lettuce is abundant.  Any ideas for uses other than salad?  Everything except arugula and parsley germinated.  I should have salad turnips and radishes next week.  And, only half of the garden is covered in weeds!  I fell behind with various trips to VT, MA, and this terrible weather.  The beans are doing very well at my parents', but as of a week ago, the sugar beets were not visible yet.

I now have a yogurt maker that is calling for me to experiment with it.  The cheese making supplies are in at my friend's house.

Also, the best method of making butter that I have tried is simply skimming the cream into a small tupperware, putting on the lid, and shaking it.  It takes a lot less time and I get a lot more butter simply using human power.  I can also walk around the house, put away dishes, watch tv, with only minimal cream splashing.

I probably should mop all of the floors now that I think of it...