Thursday, August 30, 2012

Why I Stay At Home



Not many people out there choose to either work from home or stay at home managing the household. Before I was married, I earned a degree in two majors and a minor, and then worked a full-time job and several part-time jobs at the same time. It was hard, but I managed. When I got married and lost my last job as a nanny (their mother chose to stay at home), I decided to stay home, too. It didn't really work. I felt a lot of pressure to find a job. Translating was very slow, and I didn't have much of a garden at that time. I got a part-time job that fall. And for various reasons that made me unhappy and exhausted, I quit. I spent a long time after that at home, and again I felt pressure to find a job to help pay the bills. I'm not sure why. Maybe I felt guilty. I took another part-time, and again it didn't work out.

Today I had a 'long think' about this. I had planned that someday when we had kids that I would stay home and translate on the side. I have an important place in the home. It really is a full-time job to clean, cook, keep the garden, take care of the landlords, as well as helping out at my friend's farm in exchange for food, translating, selling yarn and some veggies, and supporting my husband. What I do makes a difference. I also save money by growing food, trading for food, not commuting, and translating when I can get the work. I am able to be there for Jon when he needs extra help. Why should I give in to the pressure of working 9-5?

I will continue to stay at home. There are so many jobs out there that I could take and not be happy. I could give up baking and buy packaged food again. I could retire my car and start monthly payments on a new one. Or I could appreciate what I have and the difference that I make in our lives by doing what I do best and being happy.

Be happy.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Homemade ketchup, jam without pectin, and possible jobs for both of us

In all of my spare time, I made ketchup.  I also neglected to take pictures, because my camera is still out of batteries and my webcam is hard to hold over the stove, especially when things are boiling.  But I did it, I swear!  I used this recipe, from my favorite canning site.

When they said to use 25 lbs of tomatoes, I had no idea how much that meant.  I knew that the enormous pile of tomatoes on the floor were ALL ripe, and there were more to be picked outside.  I was also making bread, muffins, coffee cake, washing other veggies, etc., and had some pink fleshed crab apples to use.  My time and resources were limited, so I decided that whatever amount I had next to me was close enough.

Here are the steps that I took to make ketchup, all based on the recipe at the link above, and their canning instructions.  Canning safely is very important!

1.  Put a medium sized pot of water on to boil, have a bowl of cold water (with ice if you have the luxury of a freezer) ready.
2.  Throw some tomatoes in the boiling water -carefully- and wait about 30 seconds to a minute, or I just wait until one of the skins cracks.
3.  Take tomatoes out and put in cold water.
4.  Repeat.  By the way, boiling tomatoes smell really funky.
5.  Peel the skin off.  It should come off very easily.  Should.  Cut out stem part on top with the tough part, and any bad spots.  Squeeze out the seeds, trying not to get them all over yourself and the kitchen you may have just cleaned.
6.  If you are still sane by the time you are done, put 3 cups of vinegar on to simmer.  You will smell like pickles.
7.  Put the tomatoes in a thick-bottomed pot.  Add a medium sized chopped onion, a minced clove of garlic, 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper, 1 teaspoon salt, 1 teaspoon black pepper, 1 cup sugar or ratio of other sweetener, and 1/2 teaspoon dried mustard.  Put on to simmer for 20-30 minutes, until they look squishy.  This was actually all the salt that the recipe needed for my taste!
8.  Measure vinegar again, it probably reduced at least a cup down, add more vinegar until you get back to 3 cups.
9.  Put tomatoes through a food mill or like appliance, to get all the seeds out, onions, and other chewy bits.
10.  After washing out the pot, add the tomatoes back in with the vinegar.
11.  Stirring as often as you can remember, simmer until it cooks down to where you want it, or a little sooner.  It will set thicker as it cools.  This took me about the time it took to make dinner (half a chicken, roasted, with veggies), prep. and all.  You could do this in a crock pot if you have one big enough, or probably the oven.  Try not to burn it.
12.  Remember to get your canner going with enough time to have the water boiling before the ketchup is ready.  Ladle the ketchup into sanitized jars, and follow water bath instructions as apply to you.  I had pint jars in a plain water bath, for 30 minutes.
13.  When done, cool on a rack and let set until completely cool.  To be safe, I set it for 24 hours.  Label jars, especially with the date.

I ended up with 2 pints of ketchup, and a little left over that I stuck in the fridge.  I know that's not much.  But, it is SO good!!!!  Absolutely worth it.  It reminds me of the ketchup we would get in Russia.  Better than anything in the store.  You should try it.  Really.  And I'm not just saying it because I want you to sweat in the kitchen for an entire afternoon and end up smelling of boiled tomato skins and vinegar.  I'm just saying that if you have more tomatoes than you know what to do with, ketchup is a good idea.

On another note, I have been experimenting with box-pectin free jam making.  2 pints of blueberry and 2 pints of black-and-blueberry jam were successful without boxed pectin.  I really want to branch out into other types of jams, but I was always told that I must always follow a recipe, or there would be dire results.  There are so few recipes out there for the ideas that I have.  I think that I will need to go through my old Shaker recipe books, and do some experimenting.  There has to be a way to make it work without killing anyone.  If there is enough sugar and enough acid, it should work.  My goals for this week are blackberry-peach and plain peach jams.  Maybe I'll find some batteries and post my results!

As you may have guessed, I have tomatoes.  So many tomatoes.  I dream that they are chasing me.  I also have kale, carrots, beets, one or two bean that might grow bigger, summer squash, heirloom cucumbers, cherry tomatoes, kohlrabi, cabbage, potatoes, yellow onions, herbs, scallions, turnips, rutabaga, and I harvested my entire sugar pumpkin and spaghetti squash crop at once- most rotten where they grew or were full of squash bugs.  The vines are all dying.  Still, other veggies are doing very well and we have way too many.  I have started selling a few at my friend's farm, earning enough money for gas to keep my car going.

And...I may have a job baking crackers at a local bakery!  I have a phone interview tomorrow, and will write more if it works out =)  There's more!  Jon will be starting teaching woodworking to kids once a week!  Things always look up if you have hope.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Canning tomatoes

I didn't wake up this morning and think, 'Wow, today's a great day to spend in the kitchen hovering over boiling pots of things and getting covered in tomato juice!'  But that's what happened.  And some lamb broth making (now also covered in lamb tallow...), more garden harvesting, cleaning, bread baking, veg. dehydrating, moving heavy objects, and taking my landlady out for errands.  This was also one of those days where I found myself in public with various food splotches on my clothes and dirt all over my unshaven legs.

But even though I am coated in a layer of sweat now, too, I feel like I am actually making some progress in my summer goals.

(summer squash, straight eight cucumber, lemon cucumbers, less ripe tomatoes --> ripe and ready to be sauced tomatoes)
All of those ripe tomatoes only made 3 pints of plain sauce.
(cherry tomatoes next to house model and wood glue)

All of that is just from today, besides two green bell peppers.

Two cans of tomato sauce with veggies that I made a few days ago, but canned today.  They will be used up first.  That is also my French press <3

Purple pole beans.  Would not do these again- they have strings!  At least Jon eats them.

Dehydrating some cherry tomatoes and hot Portugal peppers.

Whole wheat bread ready to go in the oven.

Canner on left, lamb bones stewing on right.

Whew.  I am exhausted and I smell like lamb tallow (which I am saving, by the way, to use to fry something like potatoes in...somehow I think a lamb scented candle wouldn't meet Jon's approval).  But there is good food cooking/canning/growing.

My pantry is growing.

I haven't made yogurt, cheese, or butter for a few weeks while my parents are getting the cell count down, but now that it is on track again, I have dreams of mozzarella cheese and maple yogurt.  I've been getting fish and cookies at market for the vendor price, and have been trading my time and labor for eggs, lamb, and chicken.  Our grocery budget is extremely small, and I have been meeting it.  I really do miss ice cream, though.  We are getting a freezer from a family friend next month, and I am already thinking of all the ice cream that I am going to make!  

Summer has been extremely busy with translating, visiting friends and family, and working in the garden.  We mostly survive on my pizza, stews, sausage with veggies, pasta, berries from the woods, raw and cooked veggies, and bread.  Its working.  I am pushing through all of this canning and dehydrating now, to enjoy my own veggies in the winter.  The garden seems to be pushing me to my limits, though, and I wish that we already had kids that I could give chores to!  The orange pumpkins out there are calling me to make pies...